Thoughts of

Oil on canvas

36”x48”

2025

This piece is a haunting portrayal of the internal struggle with suicidal thoughts, capturing the fragmented and disoriented state of a mind consumed by despair. The overlapping and distorted facial features reflect the confusion, the looping thoughts, and the sense of detachment from reality that often accompany such deep emotional turmoil. The blurred edges create a feeling of instability, as if the subject is dissolving into their own thoughts, unable to grasp a sense of self. The monochromatic palette reinforces the heaviness of these emotions, evoking a sense of isolation and hopelessness. Yet, within this distortion, there is also a quiet plea—a reflection of the silent battles so many fight every day. This painting serves as a reminder that while the struggle may feel all consuming, reaching out, speaking up, and seeking support can bring light into even the darkest spaces.